Time[&]Confusion

''Torn and twisted, black and blue, everything i feel, i feel for you!''

My minds a little messed up at the moment...I'm not really too sure what to think! I've been thinking a lot about my ex and yes I do miss him loads actually but I want to move on...its just I can't....there is no one! I've been messed about too much and I guess I just don't have trust in anyone anymore. All I want is to love someone and be loved by them. I guess all I really want is to be happy!

Also I kinda like someone that I shouldn't like and things could get ugly if I don't stop that. I mean i havent long known him but i just kind of clicked with him but still...i doubt he'd like me like that....i'm sure he already likes someone and she is sooo much better than me so i dont really stand a chance!

Anyway on a lighter note...I'm singing again next wednesday and can't wait. Oh yehh by the way I sang at my first gig not long ago! It was amazing! The feeling of being on that stage and the applause and how good it feels to find out you can do something you thought wasn't possible! Also a friend of mine is coming up from uni this weekend to stay so its party time XD lol I can't wait!