I spent the last year in a relationship which now seems pointless so really why did i waste so much of my time and energy on it = I mean i gave him everything and loved him unconditionally and it was thrown in my face so yehh...pointless lol. Also, i spent the year before that ill for about 8months so really the last few years haven't been too good!
So...this year things have to change!
The main things I am wanting to change are the following:
1) Smoking (I have to quit!)
2) Exercise (More of it!)
3) My future career (actually work towards what i want!)
4) Find a decent guy!
So I'm starting with the smoking...I've quit...I mean yehh its only been two days but I'm so determined this time! Next is the exercise...I'm sick of being unfit and unhappy about my stamina and body so its about time I done something about it! Then..theres my future career...I spent a while knowing what I wanted to do and not doing anything about it but that is now changing! I start college on thursday studying music business xD can't wait!! Finally...I need to meet a NICE guy! I mean is it so hard to meet a nice guy these days...I mean a guy who I actually have things in common with who has a sense of humour and is as random as me....well apparently it is =
I don't understand it...
It just seems like nice guys don't like me = i only seem to attract the idiots! And according to the guys i have liked...I'm not girlfriend material =
What do u think?
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